Just another day ~ Halloween

So today is Halloween. I should be happy, right? Children getting candy, everyone reuniting. Yet i feel more lonely than ever. I still have my friends, and that's true, but i still feel very empty inside. I honestly don't know why. My heart feels like it's...aching for something, yearning for an event to come. I don't know. I do feel tired, but I haven't done anything strenuous yet. It's weird. That more i think about Halloween, the more sad and lonely i get. Drama and friends help. Most definitely, they keep my company, but i feel as if they're not enough. I feel as if i shouldn't let life pass by just like this. I feel like I should take action. Nevertheless, i should eat some candy.




I may be wasting my holidays in my house, but i wish you all a Happy Halloween!!!